LOCKED DOWN: Everyday people share their stories of the DEVASTATING reality

UNN’s groundbreaking documentary on the reality of lockdowns is coming soon. We asked people to share their stories and a huge thanks to the brave people coming forward with the reality of what is really going on in the country. Please read the below and hopefully this will give you some comfort that you are not alone. These are their words shared for you:

 

G-

Long story short I was fighting back from chronic anxiety, depression and alcohol abuse after losing everything in the 2009 recession then watching my Mother die from cancer. I’d battled back from a year of self isolation and muscle atrophy and started a new relationship. My long awaited arthritis operation was finally prioritized last February. Then everything blew up. I was forced to re-isolate, my operation was cancelled and my relationship started struggling due to lack of contact because she was a dedicated residential care nurse. Mental and physical Ill health meant I was exempt from mask wearing and I struggled with constant confrontation when shopping. Then my Son, who had moved in with me just prior to the first lockdown, was unable to go to college, started suffering anxiety and began self medicating with cannabis. Due to constant pressure and repeated lockdowns my relationship failed and I’ve slipped back into isolation, depression and anxiety. I’m maxed out on antidepressants and prescription pain killers for a now permanently damaged median nerve because my Scaphectomy was cancelled. God knows how I’ve managed to remain in recovery from alcohol. I’m plagued with panic, insomnia and suicidal thoughts and only still here because of my Son.  

 

Cynthia Alves, Porlock, Somerset-

When I first answered your call, I said lockdown had not much effected me. Not so. That was a very English “I’m OK”, “Mustn’t grumble”.  It is so that I am retired, so not out of work, that I live in the countryside, that I have not experienced any virus.  Then I remembered facing my truth one day recently: it has been horrible – most often not faced because to think about it all feels like a punch in the stomach, and is literally depressing.  It is also hard to remember ‘nothing’: for most of the year I have been immobilised, so ‘nothing’ has happened.  Not able to get up and do much of anything except the most necessary, if that.  I looked around my house one day and saw it is a place full of “need to do…”: sorting, tidying, cleaning, mending… and feel a sense that I will never really catch up.  The exercise that had been so good for me, all cancelled.  No yoga, Qigong, pool aerobics.  No help from my Shiatsu or masseur practitioners.  Emotional eating.  Weight gaining.  What has helped me retain some sense of sanity, and just get through so far?  Reading, jigsaw puzzles – great escapes, Radio 3, spiritual practices, and ‘taking my own medicine’ from my years of teaching complementary health.  I have been fortunate in being able to go out for grocery shopping.  Now I hear people talking and behaving as if Its Over!  What?  Months to go!  And after that?  I won’t even start here, yet I reckon few have much idea of the horrors ahead.  People living in fear don’t easily ask questions, cannot face the possibility that what is going on is deeply wrong, do desperately want to trust those ‘in charge’.  I live with deep rage, which if I did not have the helps as I said above, would have made me very ill, at the least very deep depression.  I doubt the full truth of the corruption and lies will ever out.  I see some folks grasping at ‘the good come out of this’, because they have to for sanity.  I pray for enough energy to rise this Spring so I can catch up and get on in my garden, the most healing place I know.  I reckon I’ve said enough, and now need to get back to my stomach-easing book escape.

 

Dave and Sharon, North Essex- 

We started to awaken after watching the endless anti Trump rhetoric/bias during the Brexit campaign from MSM who tried their best to paint Trump and Brexit as a bad thing, rather than give an impartial view and listen to both sides.  This continued and when the Brexit  vote came in, they still tried to overturn the will of the people; and when Trump was elected it was non- stop Trump bashing.  So when the C19 ‘scamdemic’ came along, we were already questioning MSM and doing our own research. 

What MSM/Govt were saying just didn’t sit true with us, so we started researching data etc and initially found people like Charlie Ward also questioning what was happening.  As we found more and more proof that this was all a big scam to shut down the world economy for a global reset, many more people started to speak out and interview others with similar views.  We also started to send round daily updates on our Intel from around May, regarding C19/USA election etc as it all ties into the bigger picture.  People have been so indoctrinated over the years, they will not switch off the TV and the main problem seems to be having 24/7 news, so they have to fill in the blanks with fake news. 

Whilst many are suffering from loss of earnings, we have not been hit as hard being just retired.  We do miss our trips to the local pub, but did provide some support when they re-opened back in July.  Things were going well until we hit about mid October time when they started to insist we wore masks to enter the premises. We have never worn masks and do not intend to do so; we therefore withdrew our custom after an exchange or words.  We have never had a problem going shopping without masks and would encourage all to do so. 

We decided back in May 2020 to start providing Intel, as we had done much research, to all our friends/family etc and turn what could be a very negative experience into a positive one by not wearing masks, not conforming to Government guidelines, not taking the vaccine and trying to educate people to do research, not listen to MSM/TV. 

We lost a few friends along the way, but gained many more (a bit like Brexit).

We are very calm about the future knowing that this will be over soon, whereas others are on the doom and gloom page and living in fear.  We also listen to the spiritual side of things and tarot to get a more rounded view confirming Intel we receive from others.  We have learnt more in the last year than throughout our educated years and beyond on a vast number of subjects.  Everything we were taught at school etc has been lies and all will need to get re-educated when the truth comes out.  The human race has been treated very badly and all that is about to change going forward.

 

Melanie Stevens- 

As a firm believer in the collateral damage and harm that lockdowns cause, I want to share my story.

I am a single mother with 2 children. A daughter, 11 and a son 8.

Since the first lockdown in March 2020, I noticed an immediate change in my now 8 year old son and his behaviour. Although I’m a key worker and work in a school, in the first lockdown, I was only working on a rota basis meaning I was only in school 1 week out of 5 so was at home the majority of the time.

The changes in my son happened almost immediately. He refused to sleep at night, became angry and aggressive towards me and the anxiety trying to get him into school on my weeks at work was challenging to say the least. In the first lockdown at the very beginning, my son and daughter were literally  the only children in school for a while with parents choosing to keep their children at home. This took its toll on my children, not seeing anyone at school and missing their friends. The behaviour escalated significantly and pretty rapidly my son became withdrawn, didn’t want to leave the house and couldn’t sleep at night. He would get aggressive towards me and make lots of noise late at night because he was frustrated and over tired.

As soon as lockdown was lifted and he got to see his friends, he went back and joined a football team and the change was instant. He was sleeping better and joined a football team and loved being back out and about again doing all the physical activies he used to enjoy like trampolining, after school martial arts club. He was doing well at school and the behaviour and anger subsided. I had my happy, loving boy back. 

Then, the lockdowns hit again and same again, soon enough, the behaviour escalated again. The anger at losing everything again was heartbreaking and I felt hopeless knowing I couldn’t make it better for him. 

My son is now seeing a counsellor at school, who agreed that he was angry at these lockdowns. I’ve never had problems like this with him before. I’m thankful that he is in a lovely school that are all about nurturing and looking after the children’s mental health and wellbeing rather than academia and I can’t praise his school enough. The support they’ve given me has been phenomenal and I’m truly grateful. 

I have found that my doctors were useless and disinterested when I asked for help and the lack of support for children’s mental health throughout this whole scam has been non existent so I am thankful that I have the school supporting my son. 

The longer these lockdowns go on, the more damage this is doing to our children and I speak out every day to people about it. I have since found other people in the same boat and am finding ways to manage and help my son to find some peace in this the situation. 

 

M-

I was already unemployed in Manchester when the lockdowns started – previously, having lived in the U.K. since 2002 (after 6 months being homeless in 2002) I’d worked in Tesco Manchester Metro from March 2003 – Sept 2019 when I was made redundant and because of the partnership agreement, I got no help from the USDAW trade union and I’d been unemployed ever since, my 50th birthday in lockdown in October 2020. 

I’m a Republic of Ireland passport holder, living alone in Manchester and I last visited my family in Rural Ireland for 5 days by SailRail Ferry via Holyhead – Dublin in early December 2019 – the Irish rules are far stricter than the U.K., enforced more harshly by An Garda Siochana and the Irish government – just like into the U.K., immigrants are allowed without restriction into Ireland, through the ports and airports, yet Gardai are camped outside Dublin Airport and border crossings to stop Irish & U.K. passport holders travelling outside 5 k on lawful journeys, which actions by the Gardai breaches the Irish constitution. I do not expect to be allowed to come home to visit family in Ireland from the U.K. until at least Jan 2022 at the earliest, after 10 days quarantine, negative PCR Test and online passenger locator form at least 72 hours before departure sent to the Irish HSE.

 Christmas 2020 was the saddest that I have ever experienced in my entire lifetime and lockdowns have made my job search virtually impossible, despite using various sources of help around such things as employment support – I’m in effect a sitting duck for tests and vaccines, which might as well be mandatory in my particular case and for many others in our socially deprived area of Manchester, where I’m a volunteer one day a week at a community grocer ran by the NHS while on Universal Credit.

For me, aside from being online, my biggest coping mechanism as an older gay man is my commitment to my Catholic faith, having come back to it some years ago (and cutting all ties with the LGBT community because of their satanic practices) and praying the Rosary in Latin daily – I “attend” Mass and Rosary online daily – I really feel that our world has given itself over to great evil and that only direct intervention from God will be the only way to resolve this situation, as Man’s efforts alone will fail without God’s help – given that many Satanists use Latin in many of their rituals and spells, where the Catholic Church still uses Latin in Excorisms, it is regarded by many that praying the Rosary in Latin is especially powerful in defeating the demonic and satanic forces that we are currently dealing with.

The revelations about how in the 1980’s in California where gay men were deliberately infected with HIV/AIDS via the Hep B vaccine because the global elites regarded gay men as being “undesirables” was really horrifying and this is why in some ways, I’m surprised that the LGBT community is not protesting given certain aspects of the gay lifestyle, which is now almost entirely online, including World Gay Pride in June 2020 and all other LGBT community groups, venues, etc, which is truly awful – LGBT people are just as subjected to these lockdowns as the rest of us are now – and when communism takes hold, gay men and lesbian women will be targeted by any future communist regime, even if they have had a long past association with leftists and cultural Marxists spanning several decades, who in turn will be targeted by the globalist elites – I note that aside from those things (not) subject to censorship, is both straight and gay porn sites and apps, yet Catholic streams are constantly targeted if advocating any resistance to restrictions and not pushing the vaccines at every sermon, even traditional Catholic groups like the SSPX.

 

B-

it has affected me I’m. The only that can see what’s really going on and why they plan to do about Cloneing which is what they are doing now with those fake Tests they are no Tests for flu and all of sudden flu has gone but how can that be possible when we have every winter time or around that time you’ll get the flu the lies they tell man and man and Machine as one the chip is another one and all the cover up it drives you up the wall how you Could you let this happen when you knew before hand and you where called mad well I’m nkt mad now I’m I.

 

Claire Drummond, Belfast- 

I do hope the government realises the damage done to people’s livelihoods, economy, people’s mental and physical wellbeing, and the countless young people and elderly folk who have missed out on so much in life and education because of the, in my opinion, government’s over reaction to a virus that is no more dangerous than Influenza A, B or pneumonia.

I’m not living in hope though.  As for the vaccine passports, in my opinion this is an insidious and gross invasion of a person’s right to private life, regardless of the health issues.  A health passport would be null and void as the vaccine doesn’t provide immunity and doesn’t prevent transmission, so showing a passport into a venue doesn’t mean the customers are necessarily safe.  If the government wants to ensure safety (as they’re always harping on about!) then surely better on site testing would be the way forward.  The health passport only divides the country.

Thanks again for all your hard work to voices unheard and your contributions towards the truth.

God bless all at UNN.

 

Wendy Smith-

My experience is I live alone and have PTSD from historic domestic abuse.
I worry that I will be unable to integrate back into society once the Government deems it’s ok for us to mingle again.
I live in silence pretty much all of the time and find in person conversation exhausting as it requires too many actions at once. Body language, tone of voice, profanities at times, processing the information takes me longer too. Lack of interaction for the past year and pretty much all of this year so far has eroded the little confidence and self esteem I had built up. I cannot trust my own reactions to situations as I’m so out of practice now. I try to avoid people by not returning messages, answering calls or visiting my bubble family. You have no news to share, you feel pretty low and don’t want to burden anyone with it (especially as folk have their own issues to deal with). Most don’t share my views on masking and vaccinations so these are no go topics. I can’t even speak about my faith in Jesus Christ because folk just don’t want to know.

Anyway, that’s just a peep into how lockdown has affected me.

 

Thanks again to everyone for sharing their stories and please share this with your friends and family. Our documentary should hopefully be ready by the end of the month.